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my insides feel week with what they know is right. its ridiculous i suppose that i feel so awkward and feel that the source of such odd feelings is comming from the idea of how im not welcome. sure we all say its a natural thing that one such as him shall cast aside everything cuz thats just the man, but i have that feeling. the feeling that it is indeed me i feel lately that it has been me irritating everyone. maybe you dont want to admit it, that your sick of me, but if you feel it at all, dont feel bad, i guess its bound to happen. why is it that i feel so bad right now? why is it that i feel like i have stirred some kind of devil pot? why is it that i feel like im all to blame for how i feel no matter what? i dont really know where i am comming from, but i do know im my only comfort at the moment. ::: posted by Eddie at 12:14 AM if it is what i think and if it is all true ill find my hands all bloody look up and see its all you. ::: posted by Eddie at 12:26 AM its times like these i just dont know what to say. what do i say? if one word would have caught the breeze, then maybe perhaps word would have traveled to your sences and things would have been less painful. but we must always consider the outcome. no matter what i guess its what needed to happen. in the long run we will live through it, and we will learn. you will move on to protect; i will move on to become strong and gain myself back. i guess it doesnt matter right now, cuz we will both move on apart. but i guess its what we need. ::: posted by Eddie at 12:23 AM the look in your eye perhaps empowered me into a vortex. casting me into a state i cant seem to configure. break the walls apart with your anger and blast that shit into oblivion. ::: posted by Eddie at 1:07 AM |
