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i figured it out. ive figured out why i started to laugh at all this. its because we all got so pathetic. we have me. i fiened for answers all the time, lived and strived on that one sole purpose to find out everything. then we have the girl. her flaw of comparing everyone to the ex lover, and throwing everything else to the wind and giving it up. then we have the friend. the one that still holds on to what was there, and pining the loss. but i give the props to the boy who started it all. with one quotable phrase, "brothers before others" ::: posted by Eddie at 10:18 PM lets say i fallow this plot i have constructed in my head. Ill trudge thew the intense opacity of the tough trial I set before myself. Because the motivation I needed came; showing me that I have to take action. I most certainly have my doubts, but that is of no concern. Im feeling good about this. With this new train of thought ive thrown caution to the wind and im not letting anything get in my way. Because nothing is in my way, I pace on just waiting for my chance, wait for an answer to a bad timing question. But timing has no meaning. Not here it doesn’t. feelings are what count. Its time I put my intentions to the test. This may be bad time, this may end with mishap, it could sprout catastrophe, but these are not certainties ::: posted by Eddie at 10:17 AM |
