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a rising tension of jeleousy and ambiguity. we have no time to speak, so we get sad and angry with one another. we must vent, or we are doomed to implode. i just dont want to hurt you. ::: posted by Eddie at 11:52 PM back to blogspot ::: posted by Eddie at 12:59 AM a quick lashing blow of mystery. something has arrisen, and once agian, my thoughts are prophetic. im very frightend, for what i thought has the potential to be one of the greatest things, is slowly decaying. "its all so sudden" ::: posted by Eddie at 1:28 PM its been 3 weeks, but its seemed like all summer. the stars hold the memories of what we shared, and what is to come i enjoy thinking of. becuase i still see that potential. but shrowded in secrecy is the only flaw, but a flaw that cant change the way we feel. its been 3 weeks, ::: posted by Eddie at 10:39 PM my last post was kinda to much. i was feeling down and i wrote it with too much emphasis. but im botherd. botherd by the mail i recieved. and for a first time in a long while, im scared. and i feel i wont ever get any confrentation for a while. blah blah blah ::: posted by Eddie at 5:05 PM eyes strained from squinting hard thoughts. ambiguities i should leave and let be. but i think, and ponder, and wonder why. why what, i realy dont know. for some reason, a sneeking suspicion arises within me, creating a gloomy tone to my day. lost feelings, in the dark waiting to be found. lost friendship, bording a sea vessal, sailing to new destinations. what is going on i ask. but i will have to wait. ::: posted by Eddie at 8:13 PM |
