its funny, right after i post about not having fun things to talk about, i have one to talk about. yay, anyway. our fantasising talks of last night, spurred out my subtle feelings of things. they way we talked of troubles, flaws, wishes and dreams, it was a lovely night. i thought about it all day today. sometimes i just think, that people like us, we need each other. i dont feel like explaining everything right now, to tired, to caught up with finishing math. i asked audra to prom as well, i think it will be fun. but i have no clue when all that is. HAHA i suck.
::: posted by Eddie at 11:07 PM
ya know, its kinda sad that when i have nothing sad and stupid going on in my life, i dont every really have much happy things to talk about. i mean i could say some fun average day things, but whats the fun in just learning on how my day went? blogs like that can be very annoying.
::: posted by Eddie at 7:57 PM
new blog! same stories, new look. COML
::: posted by Eddie at 7:31 PM
the girl brushed clear the window of the bus, the kids in the front kept there roudy pase steady, and TBS played once again in my ear. i had a somewhat of a thought. its kinda stupid, but a thought it be. but this saturday is the day when im supposed to see all my friends, and have fun. today on the bus i thought, "what if i invited jenny? it would be kinda neet, maybe we can become FRIENDS agian" but then i thought, or MAYBE NOT. well im just happy to be having fun this year around, and seeing some old friendly faces. plus my dad is home this weekend, so that makes me happy.
::: posted by Eddie at 3:39 PM
alright, here it be, the new site that will fill you with glee. hopefully i can get it shorter soon. but the page is here
::: posted by Eddie at 3:30 PM
so finally, ive gotten this all to work properly. the links are set, the page is made. someone hold me, i think im about to pass out with all this exaustion. (screw spelling)
::: posted by Eddie at 9:33 AM
this better have worked. so then i can sing and dance
::: posted by Eddie at 9:00 AM
god damn im getting old.
::: posted by Eddie at 10:52 PM
the new blog site is located here
::: posted by Eddie at 9:12 PM
i think this is finallyh working!
::: posted by Eddie at 6:16 PM
is that what i had to do?
::: posted by Eddie at 6:10 PM
you silly bastard
::: posted by Eddie at 6:01 PM
what the fuck!!!!
::: posted by Eddie at 5:57 PM
ok maybe this is why it didnt work
::: posted by Eddie at 5:55 PM
blogger, your starting to piss me off man...dont
::: posted by Eddie at 5:43 PM
they new disign is just about done, just got some things to work on. small things. but its at fishstick15.tripod.com/COML.html ill be shortening that, and yeah
::: posted by Eddie at 5:23 PM
so why isnt this posting?
::: posted by Eddie at 7:12 PM
ok im still doing some stuff for my design. im working on getting everything set. bare with me.
::: posted by Eddie at 6:20 PM
the new disign is on its way! its coming VERY soon. so dance and wait....dance..... and wait...
::: posted by Eddie at 5:40 PM
it feels so lovely. ive been thinking all weekend of how i put a smile on your faces. i wouldnt have thought it meant much at all, all i did was wear small portions of my mascott uniform. but just thinking of the joy i brought to you guys, even in your moment of loss, its nice. but you guys bring me joy as well. the bond we share means so much. even though its something so small, its great. ill be seeing most of you next fall, in full uniform.
::: posted by Eddie at 8:44 PM
so my sister is having a baby. when people ask me if im excited, i say no. im not going to lie. just because she is my sister, doesnt make everything glorious. yes i do feel bad for not feeling any great about it, but its hard to when youve lost that so called "family love". you cant be so upedy (not sure about that word) about such things, when there was so much hatred to go on? sure, im happy for her, but for me to be excited about it, would just like me heing excited for an annonymous person having a kid. well in metaphoric terms or ....yeah.
::: posted by Eddie at 3:29 PM
what is it that makes you so......well, fucking bitchy? all through the day, all i hear you say, is "shut up you fucking crusty greasy flop!" what the hell is a flop anyway? but i find it odd, that at every corner, ever chance you can get, you bitch. even when you dont have a valid reason. and by golly, is it annoying. you cant sit here and bitch, because people have certain feelings, and you cant bitch because someone has a different viewpoint. well i guess thats all i got to say right now, uhm yeah.
::: posted by Eddie at 8:12 PM
long time eh blog? today, skipping along the road, i felt like nothing was wrong. for some reason i was just that damn....happy i guess. its been a while since ive felt so....liberated. and i have no fucking clue why! well i just kept skippin and dancing and singing. it was like a musical all to myself. and by golly, you know those are great.
::: posted by Eddie at 3:37 PM
::: posted by Eddie at 1:28 PM
ah valentines day. a day when we love our significant others. but wait, shouldnt that be everyday? doesnt valentines day just seem like a mockery of what love should be? we shouldnt have to have a holiday for us to really start caring for our loved ones, but we should do this everyday. so i say PSH to valentines day, tis worthless in a sense.
::: posted by Eddie at 2:22 PM
someone take me by the hand, and show me how it is to be a real boy.
and on another note, i kicked that fucking fusion dragons ass!
::: posted by Eddie at 11:52 PM
the cool night catches me as i fall into the wisps of the snowm swirling around. i look up and see the stars, glimering so brightly above me. one foot steps forward, and the other fallows. i take my usual walk down the road, and i search for the meanings of everything. these are the times when one clears its mind, frees oneself from the thoughts they have reguarly. its lovely out here though isnt it? how the streatlight shines the faint light down. and how no cars come to bother me. i just sit there buy the stop sign, sometimes i lie right in the middle of the road, and i just look up. forget everything else.
::: posted by Eddie at 12:34 AM
i meat with you again at last. seeing you again is going to be great.
ya know, i was watching the bachalorette the other night, and it reminded me so much of the "myrtle beach days" back then, everything was perfect.
holy shit what a sloppy post
::: posted by Eddie at 3:56 PM
i watch as the messy haired kid strolls in. i give him material things to help keep his mind off the harsh things in life. because outside of my womb, hes bruised and batterd. beaten down with cruel instraments. looked down upon through others triumps. within me, things are calm, things are subtle. he doesnt have to listen to them. he doesnt have to worry
::: posted by Eddie at 3:27 PM
the silence was nice for a period of time, but now it feeds off me like a parasite. brushing across you not once but twice, it makes me feel like an asshole not talking to you at all. not making any moves. not doing anything, sitting idly. it reminds me off an old post. it reminds me of how stupid i can be. the time has been too long. things need to change back.
::: posted by Eddie at 3:57 PM
