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man the bus rides home just get stupider and stupider. not only do i have to listen to kids howling like monkeys, and not only do i have to listen to the bickering girls to my right, i have to put up with that stupid ass jeramia. i dont care if i spelt it wrong, i just wish hed trip down the bus steps and splatter his face on the sidewalk ::: posted by Eddie at 11:18 PM im sittin in government and im writing in my blog because this class is really boring. god the teacher is such stupid whore. i hate her!!! sometimes i just want to trip her and kick her till she bleeds out of her FACE! ::: posted by Eddie at 10:25 AM theres this new feeling that arisen in me. something that just shot up, and took me by suprise. digging deep withing my thoughts, ive been trying to figure out what exactly everything means. maybe you could help me out some day. maybe everything will get more hectic when it rises up. who knows.... ::: posted by Eddie at 8:33 PM the night was just full of joy and hate. it started off with the joy. my diaphram shooting my laughter straight out of me, bringing back the joyful times i missed. for once, i laughed again. its been a while since ive had a really good laugh. but when the ride home came, all i wanted to do was get out. your shouts were like napalm, destroying my ears. i couldnt stand to listen to you WIG OUT anymore. when i got home, i just confined myself to my room. no one ever goes in there, so i felt like i wouldnt be bothered. all you people just need some time to cool off. because right now, i feel like shooting you all. ::: posted by Eddie at 11:45 PM holy junkies do i have a lot to do. first off, i have 2 projects due in government, both on the same day. second, i have to make comics for sadfish. third, i have to get harry potter and the chamber of secrets tickets for nov 15. fourth, i have to play two shows this weekend. fifth, (garsh this is kinda long), i have to provide a ride to the show on saterday. sixth, i have to make a skit for the mad house. seventh, i have to practice for mock rock and teach scott his parts. and last but not least, i have to just dance the night away, and never let go of the great feelings. or just dance that workds too. (blah blah blah) ::: posted by Eddie at 8:32 PM i wasnt really in the mood to do what i was supposed to be doing that night. i just wanted to hang out, get to know you a little better than i do. maybe there will be another day. maybe the 15th will be on of those sunny glorious grand super duper awesome totaly tubular rockin disco dancing fun days, that i only hear about in spider stories. ::: posted by Eddie at 2:32 PM did this work or what? ::: posted by Eddie at 4:03 PM you dont even know me, but still you say you love me. how can you love someone that you dont know? me personally, i dont date for sport. whats the point of going out with someone, if you dont have feelings for them? if there is no emotion, no feelings, no love (if anyone feels fit they can tell me what love is), whats the point of it? so i tell you miss person i dont know, what the hell is the meaning of all this? sorry my comment system isnt working, you can still email me at aol ::: posted by Eddie at 5:19 PM i looked down at my feet. the trail of blood that was trailing towards them, led right to your head. you were dead lying there in front of me. as i looked into your lifeless eyes, i thought of who you were. the glorious times we charished. i will never forget those times, i will never forget you. farewell........forever will you have the place in my left ventrical.... drop a comment ::: posted by Eddie at 11:35 PM "hey! dont break it!" the were saying in a low manner. "well its not like you need a lighter anyway!" i exclaimed with arms flailing. we are talking like 12 13 year old children here. some dude to my right turned to me and started to bitch me out. threatening to kick my ass because he wants the little kids to smoke and all this. well i was telling him that it wouldnt prolly happen but he still came back with his pre-school come backs. i was saying that its not my problem really and then he told me "it will be" i laughed heartily. its was such a stupid bus ride home. drop a comment ::: posted by Eddie at 9:48 PM i glanced over to my right, and felt a part of me leave. there was the lost love that i used to hold. it was like i started staring at the past, and seeing what we have, smiling. i couldnt quite tell if you were feeling the same, or if ever you thought the same things, but sometimes i like to think you do. sometimes when i see you in the hall, i want to go and just say hi, catch up. but something keeps stopping me. what is this? why cant i just do what i feel like? its nothing big just talking to you but something inside of me just says "ah what in the world! this doesnt seem right. lets just head to another shitty hour of class." sigh* when will my torment of emotions ever end. drop a comment ::: posted by Eddie at 10:11 PM i feel like a little kid. both of us being so shy that we cant say what we feel. at least i feel that way. i wonder how it could be. maybe you think im to latched on to the past, and it couldnt work out. or maybe it is the shyness taking over. i ponder what i could be like for us, but i never make the move. maybe someday....just maybe...... ::: posted by Eddie at 10:30 PM out in the ghetto i was. scared that i was gonna get shot by the people in the hoodies. we picked up the goth girl, and headed back. wasted time, heard all of dykstras penis jokes, and finally some people showed up, and it was time to play. the music blared in my right ear, BECAUSE THERE WAS A SPEAKER RIGHT THERE! but it was alright. its ok if i lose my hearing! they people seemed to be happy. like little orphans that found a home. but it all ended fast. but i dont care, because now im home, in the village, and safe from the "brothas" ::: posted by Eddie at 11:44 PM i was supposed to be there, but i was told to stay. i guess i didnt care too much because it was quite muggy out. but still i wish i was rigth next to all of you. you took me under your wings, and have shown me a new world. i wonder what you will all say. i wonder if they missed the piece of their heart i bring everytime. i always loved to see the smiles on all your faces, but today was just boring. ah well, theres always next friday! ::: posted by Eddie at 2:12 AM wow! detention sure was fun!! sitting with adam talking of the wonderful things that geeks would. too bad our stupid whore of a government teacher was the detention lady. ah well, after that i went and skateboarded in school. yes i said IN. y is the time on my blog off? email me at chickenwhopper86@aol.com (till i get my coment system up) ::: posted by Eddie at 6:08 PM when i used to talk to you, nothing was better. when i gazed into your eyes, i had the feeling of no other. there used to be something. over the time you changed. something has murderd the girl i used to know, and i think ill never see her again. i miss her, and forever will i. but one thing bothers me. i cant quite figure out if it is my heart chasing her, or its just the mind, not letting go. ::: posted by Eddie at 12:09 AM today was the day my fellow comrad jonas taught me the wonderful things of blogger. no i can finally get this going. (if i did this right) ::: posted by Eddie at 4:48 PM today i made a blog because i was extreamly bored. but then i thought, well, this is a good way to write down some thoughts that always bother me. a good way to vent them. so i think ill keep this up. ::: posted by Eddie at 11:21 PM |
